Disconnected

If i were buried today i'll have no regrets from life
cos i never lived one
if i were let go i would have no regrets
cos i never held on
if i were the stars i shall not shine
for no one needs my light
if i werent me i'd be happy
cos i wouldnt have to be me

There's only so much you can talk about
when you know you arent being heard
only so much you can look at
if you look at the past

I shall pass from this moments worry
where the water flows but narry a sound is made
where ripples reach the shore only to go back
for never were it meant to be timeless..

If i ever wanted to live
i should have stood in the rain
if i ever wanted to cry
i should have felt the pain
if i ever wanted to be me,
i should have let it be
for i passed my image on to me
lost somewhere, i still search for me

no wisdom can define life
for wisdom has never lived
no life can define words
for it never spoke
I, a wise man once, spoke,
but never about life

I lost my imagination
in pursuit of happiness
if only i could imagine being happy

But its when u live your life for someone else
you truly feel alive
and then it all comes crashing down to make you realize
that you already lived your life
and the search for a new one
will always end this way
so let go...